Thursday, October 28, 2004
Thursday, October 28, 2004
how do you become a butterfly?
you must want to fly so much that..
you're willing to give up being a caterpillar.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
mrrrffffppphhhh
want a taste of anxiety?
easssyyy peassyy just go take the a levels
i guarrantee you more than anxiety
you'd get heart palpitations that register 7 on the ritcher scale
insane squealing whenever you think about how important it is
and how very useless it is
and the frustrating hair tearing teeth-gnawing nerve-jarring moments when you look at your study plan and realise the shit's hitting the fan in about a week's time
oops sorry see all the stress's getting to me i'm talking crap thinking crap blogging crap and in crap cause i should be studying and not doing online crap
why did i come online anyway.......
oh yeah check mail for latest lit notes
i swear....i meant to type 'www.mail.lycos.com'
instead of 'www.blogger.com'
but somehow my fingers seem to have a mind of their own
since i'm in a subjunctive mood emotional and all
i would do good for the a's
i would pull through
i would make myself proud
i would go through this without regrets
do you know something? in cantonese 'want' and 'love' sound the same
so when i say 'i want' it's synomymous with 'i love'
and so in cantonese here goes
' i want/love to ace the a's '
:) deliberate not-very-witty pun there..ace the a's
hahah as sarah would say...i'm trying too hard...can't help these bouts of weak attempts at wit :)
enough senseless ramble minli-jargon
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Sunday, October 10, 2004
three more weeks!!!!!
until then i am not going to care about insignificant stuff lilke you. you. and even you. i 've had enough.
it's time to graduate to another level of
me
time to ignore and block out
time to learn to do the right thing
choose the right thing
plan the right course
talk to the right people.
three more weeks!!!
until then...
i'll just not be me.
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Saturday, October 02, 2004
after living the life of a couch potato
a homebody a bookworm food addict sleep addict
for the past five days or so i'm putting my foot down
and will firmly try to wrench myself out of this 'slacker' mode and get about doing some serious studying
the initial enthusiasm about mugging has worn off and as of the past few days i have done nothing much except to admire my pristine study table and immaculately ordered shelves completely with an advanced filing system
anyway i'm in a mood now to gush and since YOU are somewhere at some chalet i guess i have nothing to do but rattle on:)
some fantabulous things have happened the past few days!i'm bursting at the seams trying to keep all this in..
putting this feeling into words is like grappling with a anacondaic python not that i have grappled with one but considering my fear of snakes and all reptiles in general grappling with one is considered a really realllyyyyy scary and traumatising experience
i wonder at times whether i am the only person in the entire world who feels this weird feeling that i feel
there really isn't any name for it and it's complicated
sort of like anxiety insecurity happiness and frustration all rolled into one
try feeling that all at once and when you succeed you'd know exactly what i'm feeling right now
the thing is i don't know whether this is a good feeling or a bad one
feelings like that are really tough to pin down:(
anyway had loadsa hazelnut icecream today..guilt-free indulgence! haha no actually it's guilt-full indulgence all that creamy hazelnutty thick almost chewy icecream had to contain at least gazillion calories per bite but i really really really like it
that is probably something i can never get bored of:) i could live on hazelnut icecream
and i'd love anyone who love hazelnut icecream the way i love hazelnut icecream.
am i overdoing it abit?haha but i really like it alot alot alot alot alot
can't wait till the next time i get to eat it:)